There isn’t a whole lot going on for the time being, I just felt like writing down some thoughts of mine.
So far, I have lost about 30 pounds!!! Can you believe it?!?!?! I sure can’t! I am down a pant size! All of this weight loss has of course got me thinking – what would I have been like if I wasn’t always overweight? Would I still have been the shy girl? Would I have still been homeschooled? Would I have lost my virginity earlier? In some ways, I think yes. But then again, who knows?
I keep finding myself wishing I was a better dancer. Heck, I keep wishing I knew of somewhere I could go dance. I know Samantha will go with me.
I know this may sound weird, but I am really happy with the people in my life… it feels… I dunno, complete? I of course have my Joe. Loving Joe, and him loving me – that it what started to finally make me start to see just how much God loves me. It is beyond words. He is my best friend, lover, everything. Samantha, of course – she is much, much more than my best friend. She is much more than my sister. I don’t even have a word to accurately describe what she is to me. I love it, she is one person who I thought would not be in my life for very long, and now, more than 10 years later, I don’t see how I could have a life without her. She is my person. And now, there is also Joe’s best friend – Jared. I always wanted an older brother. He is younger than me, but he is really tall, so its kinda like he is older! Haha Jared and I get along really easily – we talk about everything under the sun, good and bad. I am so happy Joe has such a great friend!
Also, Joe and I have been married for 2 years, now! Can you believe it! Wow! I can not wait to give him his presents!!!
Oh, and just because I am scatter brained at the moment – I can’t believe Samantha is in Africa!!! 10 day medical mission trip! She just got to Africa, and actually starts working in the morning. It is so amazing!
All right, I think I must go to bed now.